I have never felt so close to being an internet junky.
I have been in Paris for less than 24h. I have spent most of my time here trying to get a clean internet connection, and spent nearly 150€ trying to do just that.
I have just bought myself a new 20 minutes internet fix for 2.5€
I have a couple of things I need to do before starting my new job on monday: Read and learn my mission brief documents, and then prepare for the mission. Then fix a couple of small bugs, in order to finalise my previous job. This requires a quick internet connect, download a 1.5Gb archive, deploy it, set up a copy of the site in order to test the changes, fix 2 or 3 small things, recreate an archive and send it to the client or put it on the ftp space.
If I had been on a clean internet connection this could have taken me less than an hour, but in travelling conditions this can be an exhausting job. And I could have spent a few hours doing other usefull thing on other projects.
How did I manage to spend 150€
- mobile phone number: 15€
- cybercafé to get a hotel room: 3€
- hotel room with wifi: 85€
- recharge mobile: 10 €
- wifi option in hotel: 15€
- 3€ another card to get password of wifi
Although I have free internet with “neuf” and “free.fr”, since I have the logins and passwords, and there is free internet all over Paris, in parcs, train stations, mcDonalds, starbucks … etc. The wifi option of my hotel is in fact a partnership with orange, and this means that you need to buy small doses of 20 min or so and charge up gradually. I thought I would just buy 15euros yesterday, and I wouldn’t have to think about it again, and could happilly get a lot of my buisness done yesterday.
But since I didn’t write down the login and password. I had the bad surprise this morning, to realise that I needed an internet connection to get my password back. And this means that I had to go and try and hunt down the other free alternatives to get my password back. But to my suprise the station and mcDonalds wifi did not work as easily as expected and after over an hour looking, and my frustration growing to a true adicts level, of I need my internet now. I bought myself another 20 min dose, just to get my password. And this really felt like getting a short fix.And I think I really got to understand the parallele between drug adiction and internet adiction one bit more.
It felt at this point that “orange”, and the mini doses was only truely destined to true internet adicts, and that only people with this true adictive feeling would go and get a 20min fix for 3€, or 1h for 5€ like I did this morning.
Finding a solution to give internet access to all, like the other companies do, could be a solution to solving this internet adiction. But the internet adiction probably a much more complexe thing that just helping those in need. Since this internet adiction will just grow. People who break their computer, or find themself in remote aeres, with electricity shortage, most likely experience similar feelings of frustration.
And giving the dose to the people in need feels is only a short term solution. If someone was a drug adict, the solution wouldn’t be to give them their drug, it is far more complexe.
I beleive this is exeptional for me, I have an important issue I need to solve by tomorrow.
So this is exeptional, I think in my case, and beleive I can more or less cure myself. But I am sure not everyone has the same self control.
Looking at all the homeless people in Paris this morning really made me think.
All these people, probably just had a similar frustration point at some point at least when they lost their home or job. And at some point they lost control, and could not or would not ask for help. Either because they couldn’t or out of pride. And the longer they stay in this situation and the more difficult it is for them to solve they problem.
They probably all need to learn how to manage they money, or whatever has cost them so much. When you lose control of things, you tend to just spend money in a rediculous way, like I did this morning or this weekend, in a way that no one can really afford. And you will always have a company out there who is willing to help you, and take everything they can away from you in a legal way, but for a rediculous amount of money, just like “orange” has been doing it with me today.
I can see now, how information control could probably solve this. People tend to just not know how to count. They are overtaken but problems which they did not manage to predict. Everyone how has lost control has most likely fallen in this situation.
If we had a tool which could tell us, what is going to happen next, and which type of dangerous situation we are falling into (drugs, internet, television, gambling, food alcohol addiction), mesure this type of adiction or danger. And everyone woud have a grade of self control or loss of control for every dangerous situation. Then this could most likely instantly solve all these problems.